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Fall 2008

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 19:23:41 GMT

that's a broad title... i think i need to get back to writing on here again..
congrats to the REM girls for winnin' it all again this year!!!

life is about knowing what you love and sacrificin' everything else for that love
seein' the pictures and hearin' the stories and poems!! (yah mary!) was excitin'.. i kinda wish i played but i certainly dun regret not playin' football. because as great as those moments were (when I was playing and we won our 1st championship) what i spend my sunday afternoons doin' now is better suited to me.. practice every sunday afternoon for 3 months really took a toll after november when i realized how disconnected i was with those i held dear to my heart.. and after 4 years of that.. it was enough for me to let go of football so that i can spend the afternoon with other people who i only see once a week or so at church.. playin' with lil kids.. the joy of my life right now.. i'm truly thankful to God for all the kids at church.. w/o whom my life would be quite miserable.. they are the light of God's light.. they are the ones i long to see and play with when life throws its moments at me.. they bring laughter and love into my life.. warmth and power.. encouragement and support.. hugs and kisses.. i love my kids.. they aren't really my kids.. but i love them just the same.. every single one of them... so maybe eventually i will return to football but until then... im content with what i do.. i'm lookin' forward to babysittin' this weekend.. all 30 plus children? oh deeeaaar!

Monday, May 19, 2008

Mon, 19 May 2008 01:11:16 GMT

its been a year..
a year of college
why i dun think the celtics can win the nba championship.. its actually pretty simple.. they suck on the road.. suck as in havent won a road game in the playoffs.. and the other teams have won on the road in the playoffs so they are all capable of stealin' one from the celtics and take away the home court advantage and boston cant do nothin' about it

as for college..
what a year.. it was one incredible year.. i'm sad that its over but im definitely looking forward to the next 3 years! =)
i dun think i look at life the same as i did enterin' college..
i look back and i really cherish the moments where we just chill, chat and eat.. we are constantly bein' bombarded with stuff that sometimes its hard to take a breath and relax..
obviously each year will be different and unique.. but the 1st year has been one amazing road..

Thursday, May 31, 2007

Thu, 31 May 2007 02:37:24 GMT

PEACE OUT WOOTTON!

Monday, May 21, 2007

Mon, 21 May 2007 23:14:07 GMT

I love soothin' music.. peaceful..

6 more school days.. i'm already startin' to miss my kids.. knowin' that i only have 1 more day with them *sniff sniff* its gonna be sad to leave them

Friday, May 18, 2007

Fri, 18 May 2007 01:52:28 GMT

i know the upcomin' summer months and college years will change a lot of things in my life.. but i hope to still stay in close contact with 3 certain people.. that's my goal for the next 4 years.. to keep these people in my active life and keep strengthening our relationships

when you spend lots of time with people.. you can pick up patterns in their actions and what each expression means.. today.. she kinda rolled her eyes and had that "i can't believe him" kinda look.. at first i was a lil surprised myself at what was gonna happen but as i'm online tonite and found out why this is happening.. i'm not surprised at all.. so lesson learned... before you judge or have any negative thoughts about anyone/anything.. try to understand them and why they are doing what they are doing.. life happens.. it's real..

Thursday, May 10, 2007

Thu, 10 May 2007 21:19:59 GMT

DONE with APs for life!! :)

Saturday, May 05, 2007

Sat, 05 May 2007 22:20:54 GMT

graduation is in 1 MONTH!! :)

one last month as an official high schooler :)

Wednesday, April 25, 2007

Wed, 25 Apr 2007 02:37:57 GMT

My Song of the Month:

When I See You Smile- 3T

Sometimes I wonder
How I'd ever make it through,
Through this world without having you
I just wouldn't have a clue

'Cause sometimes it seems
Like this world's closing in on me,
And there's no way of breaking free
And then I see you reach for me

Sometimes I wanna give up
I wanna give in,
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you, baby
And everything's alright,
everything's alright

When I see you smile
I can face the world, oh oh,
you know I can do anything
When I see you smile
I see a ray of light, oh oh,
I see it shining right through the rain
When I see you smile
Oh yeah, baby when I see you smile at me

Baby there's nothing in this world
that could ever do
What a touch of your hand can do
It's like nothing that I ever knew

And when the rain is falling
I don't feel it,
'cause you're here with me now
And one look at you baby
Is all I'll ever need,
you're all I'll ever need

Sometimes I wanna give up
I wanna give in,
I wanna quit the fight
And then I see you baby
And everything's alright,
everything's alright

So right...

Saturday, April 21, 2007

Sat, 21 Apr 2007 03:57:27 GMT

3 months til the tropical weather, the beaches, the kids, fun and God

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Wed, 18 Apr 2007 02:26:32 GMT

there are really no words fit to describe what happend yesterday at virginia tech

except that God is in control